1) Brain is getting confused and bringing brain down because of the secret. That's why sometimes he over thinks the secret and the divorce. The secret makes him weak when he is trying to survive. He thinks in his head that he made the divorce happen. That's what makes brain and harder for him to fight and survive.    


      2) How the past mix with my present.  I don't feel different. I feel the same noting  bad had happen so far know past had mix with my present. know member had went to my present .I still feel the same away .